why miss the old you?

I'm not sure if id be the one.
To break the ice that we've become.
To say a words as there are none... to say.
I can't shouldn't look back now.
And it's to myself I make this vowel.
i'd erase, you if I knew how today.
And you may bring your company
To my thoughts, but not steadily .
I hope you know that you threw away the best you had.
Your not happy unless your completely sad
I don't get you.
And I don't want to.
Or be any part of it.
I just know now that you're a genuine piece of shit.